August 29th, 2005
In the last month my life has went through a drastic change. I quit doing a lot of things that I thought were sinful at the time and that I knew I probably shouldn’t be doing, I moved to a supportive Christian enviroment, I started at a new school that appears I am going to be challenged at. I live 5 feet from my best friend’s dorm. I am getting by, I mean I love it here.
But then I see how happy people are. How excited they are about things that go on in their lives and how things that make them happy become an everyday event. How people - excptional people - surround themselves with things and people they love.
Then I look at my life and I realize that I have a hard time doing that. How I tend to surround myself with things that I am unhappy with. Which leads me to think - do these people, the exceptional ones, think the same thing about me. Do they see me and think ‘Andy has it made.’ It’s crazy how people have different persepectives on the same thing. How we can lead lives so totally different, but have so many similiarities.
Sigh. Back to the grindstone.
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